In the wake of Raquel Leviss' breakup from James Kennedy, the Vanderpump Rules star is reminiscing about their short-lived engagement. Raquel recently took to Instagram to post a photo from their July engagement party and credited James with being her "support" during times of need. With them calling off their engagement and moving into separate apartments, Raquel is still healing from their five-year romance suddenly ending. Now that she's watching the last days of their engagement play out on reality TV, it apparently isn't helping her.

Raquel and James shared joint statements in December 2021 announcing their split. Most fans were shocked considering they had gotten engaged earlier that year. The timing of their breakup came shortly after Lala Kent called off her engagement to Randall Emmett. With Lala and James sharing romantic history, fans started to speculate if their breakups were more than a coincidence. They recently teased Vanderpump Rules fans over the possibility of rekindling their flame with James saying "never say never." While Raquel responded by wishing them "good luck," it looks like she still might want their past relationship back.

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One of the most recent episodes of Vanderpump Rules showed the former couple's engagement party. After the episode aired, Raquel shared a picture of the moment she gave a speech. She noted her fear of public speaking and made sure to credit James with helping her write her speech. But between holding her glass of wine and a microphone, Raquel had no space to read the speech. "It might have seemed funny, but James was there to support me and help me through my speech," Raquel shared in the heartfelt post (included below). She stayed transparent while admitting how emotional she still feels over the fact they're no longer together. "I'm tearing up writing this because although we are not together anymore, I really could count on him for moral support during challenging times like this one," Raquel wrote.

This was Raquel's latest response to her very fresh breakup, and it showed how vulnerable she still is about everything. James spoke highly of her during his appearance on Watch What Happens Live, reaffirming that they are still friends and had just spoken on the phone the day before. Alas, his playful flirting with Lala didn't make it seem like James missed his fiancée. From Raquel's latest post, it looks like she still isn't ready to start dating again. Having been with James for five years, it'll surely take longer than two months to get over what they shared.

As the reunion approaches, fans will get a chance to see James and Raquel announce their breakup on the show. After all, they announced their breakup after the show ended filming. Vanderpump Rules fans want Raquel to be happy after she spent years being a loving and loyal girlfriend to James regardless of how poorly he treated her. Despite the heartache she's still feeling, many are hoping that Raquel can keep focusing on her happiness and the love she deserves.

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Source: Raquel Leviss/Instagram