Former 90 Day Fiancé star Varya Malina posted a few Instagram stories to reveal that her first year of immigration has been really tough. Many fans may remember that Varya featured on 90 Day Fiancé: Before the 90 Days season 4 with Geoffrey Paschel. The couple got engaged on the show and planned to get married soon. But before the couple could share their marriage plans with fans, Geoffrey was uninvited from the Tell-All episodes due to the assault charges against him. Varya also chose not to appear on the reunion special or reveal any details about her relationship with Geoffrey.

The couple kept their relationship a secret for more than a year, probably thinking that they would get a chance to reappear on the show. However, the 44-year-old reality TV star Geoffrey has now been found guilty of assaulting his ex-lover. While he is behind bars waiting for his sentencing hearing, Varya has decided to post all unseen memories with him to show 90 Day Fiancé fans that she was dating him all this time. She has also moved into Geoffrey's home to take care of his fur babies and be a mother figure to his sons.

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It seems like the 31-year-old beauty is feeling down after taking over so many responsibilities. Varya, who hinted at some new changes, revealed that the first year of immigration is the "worst," and it is "tough." She addressed a few fans' questions, who asked her how she always stays happy. The Russian native Varya revealed that she only likes to show her happy moments and avoids posting when she is sad. But she decided to show her fans the reality and film a couple of Instagram stories to reveal her unseen somber side. Varya said she was upset and in a bad mood.

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She craved hugs and pep talks from the people who truly mattered to her. She began tearing up when she mentioned her family was far away. Varya, who recently gave an update on Geoffrey, concluded, "There is such huge pressure, you can't always stay positive." The 90 Day Fiancé alum didn't have much makeup on, and her nose looked red. It seemed like she had been crying, thinking about her family in Russia. Now that Geoffrey is also incarcerated, she must be feeling really lonely.

Varya previously talked about how loving and friendly her beau's family is, but it looks like she needs her own family to comfort her at this moment. She hasn't revealed what kind of visa she has that allows her to stay in the United States, but many 90 Day Fiancé viewers are convinced that she married Geoffrey and got a green card. Although Varya hasn't confirmed the wedding rumors, she indirectly hinted at her marriage with Geoffrey by showing 90 Day Fiancé fans her wedding band and engagement ring.

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