September 2020 was not a good month for Larissa Lima, who was arrested by ICE and eventually fired from her 90 Day Fiancé job, but she is ready to speak on the matter. The Brazilian bombshell, who finally seems to be in a happy place after moving into her new Colorado house, discussed the ordeal on YouTube. Larissa, who was taken into custody as she was first moving to Colorado Springs with Eric Nichols, is supposedly still under the threat of deportation. She has revealed what her plans are, and if going back to Brazil is still on her mind.

The taxing 90 Day Fiancé journey of Larissa had begun with her marrying Colt and getting arrested thrice for domestic violence. The bitter break-up made Colt act petty and cancel Larissa’s green card, putting a wrench into her plans of staying in America. While fans always wondered how Larissa was still in the U.S. amidst the complications, she was arrested by ICE and let out of custody a few hours later, even sparking rumors of faking it. Shortly after, Larissa revealed she was getting death threats and also called people out for saying it was a publicity stunt.

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But as the rumors died down, Larissa revisited her old wounds in a video where she openly addressed the delicate topic of her ICE arrest. The 90 Day Fiancé star shared how she had gotten fired after signing her first-ever contract, and while she was on her way to her and Eric’s new place in Colorado, she was stopped by three officers. Larissa later concluded that the arrest was not really something bad, but was a higher power helping her “find her way home.” The officers were “very nice” to Larissa but she doesn’t think it was because of her being a celebrity, as she’s not at a “Kim Kardashian level.” Larissa stressed that she can’t talk about what happened in the building, but she’s recently received two letters in the mail, with one being from her immigration court, and the other requesting her to do check-ins with ICE.

Plastic surgery advocate Larissa came clean about her still debating whether she should “self-deport or wait for the judge” to tell her if she has to leave. The mother of two confessed that she’s been in discussions with her boyfriend about “visiting other countries” and “spending time with her family and kids in Brazil.” The former Las Vegas resident also added, “I’m really looking forward to something new happening,” as she has a good feeling about things in the future. Larissa called the incident “her worst fear” and confidently spoke about it shocking her, but not breaking her.

She thrilled fans by mentioning how her eyes are now open to “one direction” and that this direction is “not going to be the United States for a while,” and “maybe a new country or a new continent.” Lately, Larissa has been hinting at getting engaged, and possibly married to Eric via multiple clues on Instagram. The 35-year-old had also shared photos of her trying out a wedding dress. But could Larissa’s next big shocker be relocating to Brazil? Larissa’s fans do know that with their favorite 90 Day Fiancé star, anything is possible.

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